a day in my life: the one with first days

It has been raining all day, though the it is delightfully cold (makes you want to sleep and huddle in your blanket) I am slightly worried that the rain may cause the river near my college be flooded... and that might make us in Kachi be disconnected from UUM for a day or two... hopefully not, coz I am in the drive to work hard!! So, kalau tak boleh pergi kerja mcm rugi la kan...

anyways, its the first day of lecture for the 2nd semester this session.. I am trying to take a different approach in my teaching this semester insya Allah for the better kan.. I went into the lecture hall, just half of the class was there... mebbe its the rain, mebbe its the 1st day etc but still i took the attendance..hehe.. my previous students thought that i become more strict each semester... well maybe, but one thing i know, i do try my best to improve each semester so i can do my bit in helping to shape future leaders and generations... each semester i will encounter the same thing, students not wanting to speak up in class when I try to open a discussion...they are perfectly normal ppl yet once i say the magic words.."what do you think about that...?" suddenly semuanya senyap.. pelik sungguh...one of the reason i try to be more open and friendlier in lectures is to encourage them to speak up in class and be more comfortable and confident addressing ppl in public... tapi, setakat ni tak berjaya lagi... will work harder on that lah...

today is also the first day I go to work without my darling eversince we got together... i miss him terribly... was sort of expecting his call today when i finished my lecture to ask me where i was and to decide where to have lunch.. of course for the past 2 semesters in order to cut costs and save up, we bought lunch from home... home cooked meal... kalau dah malas masak, baru la pegi kedai... hmm... miss cooking for him and having our lunch together... but in all, its a good time for me to control my diet la jugak before the wedding :P Still, i felt a bit lonely, not being able to meet him everyday when we drive together to the campus in the morning or meeting him in the evening when its time to go back to the college... *sigh*

missing him...

No of completed bunga pahar : 54

No of completed bunga dulang : 1 (but the petals are ready lah...)